sexta-feira, 11 de outubro de 2019

I miss you everyday

I won't say I think of you every day but I can't say I forgot you. I just decided that I could not bear the idea of thinking of you all the time. I needed to let you go, in order to make my life flow.
Now, I look back, I was so little and so afraid that I was not able to accept you as mine.
Now, a few years later, I know that I grew up as a person because I had you in my life and I hope that wherever you are you know that besides all that, I loved you and still do.
Hope you can forgive me because you will always have a part of me...

sábado, 12 de janeiro de 2019

Um momento de realização pessoal

Este trata-se de um fun/really-sad moment:
Quando me apercebo que realmente ODEIO o meu curso e que NUNCA NA VIDA vou exercer algo relacionado com isto porque seria matar-me todos os dias, mas no fundo me sinto orgulhosa por ter concluido a licenciatura e o mestrado (excepto tese) nesta área, porque só mostra perseverança (<<algum>> excesso de positivismo de "um dia ainda vou gostar disto") e no fundo também algum masoquismo.