sexta-feira, 1 de junho de 2012

Cry all night

And I want to cry and cry all night but, I've been so strong for all of this time, that my tears dried and now I don't even know how to cry anymore. Now I'm just dead inside, and this pain that I feel, not in my body, but in my heart, is stronger than every kind of pain that I ever felt and is growing. Because we can't be strong forever and when we cry, our pain get a little easy to forget and a little weaker and that's why I cry at night. Because during the day I have to be strong for all my friends and family be proud of me, because I'm doing it well, I didn't go down easily.  But at night I don't have to hide myself from no one, and that's when my pain come out and my body fells free to be fragil. Then I let myself in the dream's world, the unique place where I feel always me, the unique space where I do what I want, when I want and the others react like I expect...

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